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So ive good a lot on my mind lately, and since i just sold my car ive been stuck at home.. blah honestly ive been feelinv pretty shitty. I’ve been away from my boyfriend for two days & I’m already missing him so much..but he doesnt have times for me, he can’t even text me back. Sometimes I check my phone and its 6 hours later & i still dont get a reply. If he’s busy, cant he just say.. it doesn’t take much effort to just let me know whats going on. Maybe even just one phone call? makes me feel like im on the backburner all the time..seriously. Ive been having a hard time getting around, and idk i wish he would help me out.. getting to work is hard & i would never ask him for rides & whatever but if he offered it would be nice..
you know i thought we were so perfect for each other…but im finding im not patient enough to deal with this. Im trying very hard, but if i have to try this hard to not bring up problems and stuff maybe this isnt for me? im not sure, you should be able to tell your other half anything right? even if your insecurities are silly in their eyes i would expect some comfort, i feel like i have no emotional support. I feel like im by myself honestly. I want to be able to talk about my problems & i cant do that in my current relationship. At this point i feel like I could just cry all day, I miss my friends but i know I cant trust most of them with anything. And I’ve been meaning to write out a blog to all the people ive lost just to give myself some closure, not that i think any of them will read anything but its just for me.